I remember how Jon seemed to believe in that song by the time Crush was released. He said the song was going to be the billion dollar ballad everybody had been waiting for. I think Jon lost his interest in the song once it failed to fulfill his expectations.

They played it in Helsinki in 2000 as an encore. That´s the only time I´ve heard it live. For me, there are better BJ ballads, before it and after it.